time: 7pm
Xiao Bu Dian is dead. M feeling extremely terrible... cried for hrs... n really left tearless. Had came home from a happy Bai Nian... in study room looking at the hamster... saw the usually lazy Xiao Bu Dian scratching herself... she has turned really small after developing the tumour... really pitied her... hv to went thru' the process of childbirth, tumour in her short 2 yrs' worth of lifespan. She'd suddenly bounced a few times at the fake log I've attached to her new cage, totally shocked wif the sudden burst of energy... before i could do anything, i saw her head hanging at the corner of the log... whimpering in pain... i tried calling out to her... bt she opened her mouth in vain... so i detached the log.... she fell to the wooden flakes... took her last breath... i tried feeding it wif food n water.... anything to motivate her... bt she turned really pale... for those who hasn't see pale lipped hamsters... i'd seen it for the first time in my life too... she laid there like a stone... lifeless... i screamed yelled... bt yah... i called my parents... they rushed home coz i was really hysteric... dad snatched the cage from me n wrapped xiao bu dian wif food n her flakes... n yah... tatz the last i saw of her...
her first day at my hse wif Xiao Xin.
her on my palm listening to her favourite song, "Little Mermaid". She always stayed still thru'out the song. She loves music.
pregnant Bu wif Xiao Xin.
Xiao Bu Dian looking at camera doeful eyed for food
Yah... so life is this fragile... one yr seven mths of relationship can be gone like a wind so easily... i wrote in details of her death to remind myself of this day. Sorry if i sadden anyone who reads this entry.
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