Sth is awfully wrong wif my comya... i wish i could do tt... bt tt would only make me even more in debt den i already am wif my parents... and i hv a still hv a long way to walk together wif my shaky computer... I wish i can acquire some computer skills... i read tt Microsoft for Dummies before... bt i haven't learnt anything. Metals are really metals... unflexible idiots... how can they be ever compared to human brains for a second???
Been setting test questions for tt pri 6 kid... MOE suddenly cut so many topics... assessment books are as good as nth... feel like a cow working on those questions to make them easy... yet hard~~~ get wat i mean? i bet u don't... coz the chain of tots in my brain is really scattered.... too much workload per day~~~making me crampy all over~~~
miss last year's working life like crazy... though it's work after work... bt i enjoyed it thoroughly... bt of coz... i dun wan to be stuck wif 2000 pay per mth forever~~~~ urgh!!! studying is such a burden yet it's a must!!!! Wat happened to individual choices??? we do nt wish to study... bt society needs us to study... therefore we study~~~~~~~~~~~~~ we are juz tools of society like wat Marx said.
Everything is wrong in my life rite now... i dunno how to fix it... i m nt happy.
tt day saw the news... tt Taiwan primary 6 classes... their graduation trip in June turned into disaster... 3 kids died... many hospitalised... can't help bt cried at the news... my mum tot i had gone mad... bt really... life is so fragile~~~ the kids even drew comic strips to encourage the guy still in intensive unit... The principal gave speech to encourage the students... he oso cry... the teacher cried coz she was sitting in front wif seat belt while the kids had no seat belts coz it was a sch bus... she blamed herself for not being able to save the kids thrown out of the bus during the crash~~~ the cameras were shooting her crying and kneeling in front of the school bus... y do tragedies happen?? to make happiness more prominent? At times like this, i really wish tt i m a nun and can render help to these ppl... den again~ the tot of not eating meat and waking up early juz for chanting is keeping me back~ hehe~
Treasure those ard u...
for u nv kn if they can still be there tml.
Strangers might take a ride on the bus wif u for a while,
Bt they would alight somehow.
New ppl got in, some got down.
those ard nw might not be the ones who stay
those who stayed might not be the ones u want.