Sunday, January 30, 2005

Spent a long time chatting wif CJ last nite... Geez... long time nv chat till such wee hours le~ hur hur~ shy~ felt tt my saliva gland super rich~
wanted to go malaysia today. Bt my parents decided tt actually we dun hv much to buy... so we stayed in town to boost our own economy. Bought another pair of shoes at C&K.... zzz...When can i learn to stop spending.
Hey ppl, I m juz tinking, how do u kn when u are in love?
was reading this book the other day, the gal was in this constant contradiction tt she loves this guy or she juz love him for the sake of love. Coz she needs warmth. So there i sat thinking... I tot love is for someone to care lots abt u? Den isn't tt warmth? So if warmth isn't a kind of love, so wat is love? I checked the dictionary. it's a strong kind of affection for someone. affection comes from dotings and a feeling. What makes up tt feelings den? So at the end of the day, why do we need a lover? And if we dun... den shouldn't all of us be nuns and monks? So how do we know if someone is THE ONE... they say tatz a feeling too. den it all comes back to the fundamental question, wat constitute tt feeling?
Alright... I m confused. actually i dunno wat i m typing abt oso. I think this kind of thing u wun hv an answer to ba. Bt it keeps ringing in my mind. So I decided to bitch it out.
it's juz the previous question abt why do we live on earth for. To tk a degree, get a job tt we might nt even like for some money we can't tk into the grave, and most of the ppl forgetting abt us. So we suffered one whole life for tt?
K... i shouldn't make my blog as if I m telling everyone life is a pt of no return... tt death is the only way out of sufferings~
So ta da~ byebye~

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