I m writing this wif an heavy heart. My grand-daughter (Hamster Xixi) died ystd aftn. Really very sad. When i took it out wif a tissue paper... it was cold and hard. Sob.... Huan Huan was lying and cuddling nx to it. *sobz*
JW said it scared to eat... committed suicide. I hoped it really committed suicide coz i rather tink it this way den it got bitten to death. It was a tiny creature. No way could it defend itself against Xiao Bu Dian who had gotten really agressive after childbirth. The cage seems much much quieter... I had always complained Xixi for being too noisy when it was alive... squeaking whenver anything gets near it. Nw i realise it was its only means of protection for herself. Left unattended... it dies. I really regret nv dote on her as much as the male cage. Sorry Xixi. Now i look at the quiet cage already feel like crying. What misery had she gone thru before her last breath?
Things will really be treasured only after death?
Haix... I promised myself tt I muz doubly dote on the female cage nw. Huan Huan's corner of the eye is bald. It was most prob bullied too. I separated it wif Xiao Bu Dian le. I kn they r bored... bt i tink bored is beta den being dead. Xixi was blinded by one eye before death. I will nv allow such things to happen anymore! haix... regrets came too late.
Sorry ppl for such gloomy entry. U can't expect much fr one who had juz lost her loved ones.
I hope the guys are safe at JW's house. haix... I dun tink i can handle another death anytime soon~
Sorry YK... can't go his bday party. Promise to go out another day~ yeah~
So anyway... I m starting to tink... is frenz or bf's date is impt?