the following entry contains vengence and vulgarities... read at ur own expense!
I HATE this life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! life is simply getting so untolerable!!! Mum juz hates me! well... I hate her as much too! Oh man! I hate her! All i did was comment tt since my cousin did well in her PSLE... she can consider switching to a mixed sch instead of sticking to a gals' sch! And she has to say tt it's nt good as she'll end up like a loose gal like me! FUCK! I mean~~~ she is miss wonderful rite!! my sickening feet! Juz because I m nt left on the shelf till I m 40 yrs old with the only fate of matchmaking means I m loose woman rite! My arse! I hate my mum!!!!!!!
wateva~ my words dun carry any weight or power anyway... I told JW specifically NOT to touch those baby hamsters till Next Wed, which is only a 4-day slime difference... and of coz! this task is TOO hard to fulfill and he simply has to touch them coz he has to change the flakes tt usually I hv to force him to change! He actually gt the cheek to be angry over the fact tt I m upset he broke his promise of not touching the hamsters till next wed! I was juz being worried tt the mother hamster might reject her babies coz of the human smell! OF COZ I M BEING A PARANOID FOR CARING!!! I can't be bothered wif anything to do with him anymore... caring for him to see a doc is being a busybody for my part; asking him to cut fingernails and nt to bet all his money away is being a nuisance... now caring for our beloved pets (which i love the world of) is being a paranoid! So wat the FUCK shd i be bothered abt anything! OFF TO HELL!!! With life like this, I surely want to end it off early! Oh damn... dying for my mum and him seem so unworthy man! Suckers and Devils belong to HELL! __ i hate them! I hate them!
I m certainly dreaming of staying in my utopia nw... a place without any worries and m happy... Maybe I shd juz b a nun! no! I shd be alone! People who r "SUPPOSED" to love u are the people who makes u want to end ur life early anyway... of coz... NO way m i dying for such ulcer-causing slimeballs!I m fucking piss off right now tt I m willing to join any terrorist group tt can eliminate them off the earth surface right now! URGH!!!!!!!! SUCKING ASSHOLE!!! to them... i m always wrong wrong wrong! nth i do is correct! Rotten cores! Pig nostril! THROW UR MUM A BONE!!!!!!!!!! ok... wait... this i can't scold my mum coz it oso means tt I m a bitch... I tk it back! URGH!!!!!!!!!!!! i m ferocious!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!