hmm~ days like these really make me question whether am i a good tutor and whether i shd continue wif tuitioning. Haix~ both Fel n MH gt failing marks for their chinese~ I dunno~ i m really depress over this... maybe i m nt a tutor... it juz makes me feel like a cow out to cheat money... I mean... though i portrait myself as this money-oriented person... I do hv some kind of conscience (yes... satanic as I m)... I have my ethics! I mean... maybe i m nt enough to teach them! haix!!!so sad~ times like this gets me moody all over again~
Mum's fren's son... the guy who taught me chemistry when i was in sec 3 juz gt dumped... keke~ ok... i m bad...bt i used to tink he was this hideous being, who tinks he is cool juz bcoz he got red-head (juz come to tink of it... guys who tink they are great always get red-hair... and yet i hv this desire to dye my hair red... does tt make me a bitch too?)... and he's balding!
ok... tatz nt the point i was driving at... wasn't intending to tok abt dyed hairs... i was gg to tok abt the reason he gt dumped... (yup, i m bitching at my blog... coz i can't find anyone to bitch abt a balding chem tutor who taught me during my tragic past yrs... he probably tink tt i was this fat, pimply-faced gal who was so desperate tt she had to hit on some mum's fren's son for a social life)... ah, yes... the reason he gt dumped... now tt i m getting there... i muz mention tt his gf was a loose gal who slept over at his house... now... I dun care whatever century this is... can't women these days have just some kind of morales? I mean... do u hv to throw urselves at a guy before u get married? i dun care whatever hideous sex life u hv after marriage... bt can't u loose women be more conservative and keep ur ****** to urself (yes.. i m a modest young gal who can't bring herself to spell out the forbidden words... i mean... why sell yourself off cheap before the BIG nite! Ok... I was still gg to tell u the reason tt he was being dumped... _{no... it doesn't hv to do wif his balding head}... his gf was chosen for this foreign exchange program... did i mention my tutor was a balding Hong-Konger? yes... he came from Hong Kong juz like me... anyway... i ain't balding... his gf went to some place... tink some European place and met wif another Hong-Konger who wasn't balding... see? she wasn't attracted to Europeans... she was still attracted to a HONG KONG-er! See? I told u we are born in the city of hunks and babes... of coz there's always negative samples like my dearest dedicated tutor wif a red balding head. Did i mention tt he was bald again?whoops! lol~ no lah... he was alright to me... reading newspapers... giving me boring lectures on metals and their properties... though Xinyi could taught me all those rubbish in less den a wk... it took me mths to understand all the weird things he was trying to teach coz he insisted on teaching me sec 4 stuff when i was still this fat, rolling, grade-suffering ugly gal... (wait... i m still fat, rolling, ugly... n my grades are still terrible...) ok... i wasn't out to be sarcastic to my balding chemistry tutor who has a condo, a car, a credit card, cash and a wealthy family.... i was actually out to pity him... tt gal was such a slut... i mean... after having nites wif my beloved tutor... she went overseas... send him love letters... den suddenly say she fell in love wif anoher stupid cow... haix! DISTANCE KILLS A RELATIONSHIP!!! I tink most relationships are like tt rite? haix~ y can't ppl remain faithful? i mean... it's nt abt being faithful or not... sometimes... even when both love... time kills a lot of things... y muz couples part? y? y? can't everybody fall in love once... get married and live happily ever after? Cinderella din't fell in love wif two princes! Snow white din't have to wait for her prince charming to finish his studies and kiss her lips! Bt in real life... Princess Diana had to commit adultery wif the guy of her dreams though she is married to a prince... so wat does this spell? Tt no fairy tales happen? I still remember a prince giving up his throne to be wif the woman of his dreams... so actually true romance DO exist rite?poor guy... do u know my dearest tutor earns 800 per piece of achitecture painting he draws? and he draws a lot!!! My mum always try to hard-sell him to me... though i told her numerous times tt he is balding and hideous! bleh! M i being v bad? nvm... i still adore my tutor a lot... I mean... though he helped me wif nothing... i was grateful tt i could trade my piano sessions for sleeping sessions... here's a salute to u for this_{sorry bt i can't find one tt salute wifout the American flag... so though i hate their president a whole hell-lot... i have to use it}
As i was saying... i m slowly getting used to the life in SIM... slowly making friends... keke~ not bad~ keke~ today i finally tok to the gal whom i found pretty! Jasmine dun tink she's pretty... bt i practically choked on my first word wif her! *shy* Beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder... haha~ maybe tatz y i kanna praised so much these days though the mirror cracks (literally) everytime i look into it! kekez~ Hearing praises really helped to boost my morale thru my dark days... I feel happier already... though set-backs like my failing career affects me... i m able to get back on my feet quick! I mean... if nt... i wud be listening to Nicholas Tse's "let me die" again~ u kn everytime i hear this song... i hv tis urge to die... haha~
I tink these days i really hv a bad temper too... I throw it at lots of ppl... haha~ luckily they still can tahan... i mean.. or I'll probably be a loner by now... thx for tolerating... esp JW who gets the most out of it... keke~ Maybe it's the time of the mth again~ lol~ nah~ nt so soon~ *opps*
Watching 13 gg on 30 wif CJ nx Wed! yeah! finally can watch it le! been waiting for it since March! My goodness! WHEN IS GARFIELD SHOWING!!