played MJ at kaili's hse last nite wif yk n bro, laopo went to bed at 4am while i oso bth n crawled to the sofa at 5am. the guys continued. Jiawen won $6 while Jackson n laopo won $45. yk is probably selling his butt at geylang this min coz he had lose so much....

ate breakfast tis morning before hibenating.

i have a lot of things to say........ bt i dun really kn how to put them in words. i m ultra unhappy. i pretend i m not affected. bt i M affected. i hate myself for feigning ignorance. bt i dun wan to break the balance btw us.

how long can i pretend to b cheerful?