17 days to Econs exam!!! woohooo~~~ it's certainly getting scarier by day!! AND THIS YEAR, I MUZ PASS!

Anyway, went CCK to find jiawen fr his camp. date din't start off very well... bt after we ate at kfc... things start picking up.... he bought me japanese curry mix to mess wif at home...

oh oh~~~ den we were reading New Paper when we make a bet on who is gg to win before he go back to his camp...

my guess is (click on her photo if u wanna see her descriptions):


his guess is:


anyway.... i m not gg to tell u all the winning of the bet... bt i can tell u... when the two gals were announced as being either as first or second... KNS!!! my heart almost stopped when adrian pang was announcing... wahahahha~~~ i burst into laughter when jessica won... ehx.. not bad leh... our guess came first and second.. WE HAVE GREAT TASTE... i only dun hv great taste in choosing man lahx!
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updated... 23rd April, 2007

God... why joy always come with a deeper sorrow? i was just so happy ystd evening... wanna treat my hamster tibits... n found its body cold and still... my last hamster.. my last remaining hamster... i din't even bid it farewell... it died with loneliness with its eyes open.

Zheng Nan's last photo


Just two days ago... it was sleeping peacefully and contentedly on my lap when i was mugging...


and waking up only much later to ask for food


despite having ard 5 big enormous lumps on its body..


It was so active...




When it was just born.... hiding in the corner wif ah dai (who died just slightly earlier tis year, Jan 8)

dai on nan


Nan climbing up and down...


playing...




it eating maggi mee..


it sleeping even at a new environment...


it begging us to let him out...


its younger days without the big big lumps...


last nite.. i had a dream after clearing his corpse... i dreamt tt it isn't dead. bt i already dispose of its body... i dreamt tt its suffering even more... maybe subconciously.. i really can't register the fact tt it's dead. the dream was so real... i burst into tears waking up this morning.
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we muz really treasure the ppl ard us more... u nv know wat would suddenly happen and *wissssssssssssh* they are gone. life is so unpredictable. as i said to sugar daddy just recently... the happenings to me these days make me notice and treasure the ppl ard me more. and i would love to continue treasuring them.