-the longer u are in a relationship, the less u shd expect-

this sentence kept ringing in my mind all nite.

y everytime we quarrel, it's always me who started it, u are the kind one who say sorry and I m always the bad one? one little incident, all i need was some kind of comfort or even exclaimation like: so lucky? would hv made me feel beta... does putting me down make U feel beta? i ask u out... not free not free not free see first... den u ask why i unhappy. U dunno y i unhappy? I am miserable. I m miserable. i m miserable. maybe i shd learn from litheng, one day wake up and realise everything SHOULD come to an end.
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still having cold war. when can we learn?
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for those who know about my lost M)phosis dress mail... wail... TODAY... i went Isetan's member's sale... there it was... 30% off! ie. cheaper than wat i bought online... so since it's missing, i begged mum to ehx.. let me buy it on loan n i return her in june when i start work. ERPz... so now i hv the dress! wahahahhaha~
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Mum bought a Che Che bag... i m praying that I can steal it. wish me luck
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WAHAHAHAHHAHA~ i bought a My Melody handphone decor. freaking cute. ehx... got time i take pics n post it here! din't buy a lot of things today. add up ard 30 coz i m dead broke. the previous Isetan memebers' sale.. i bought $300 worth of goodies... tatz like... 10 times more than now.

_{posted later}

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tonite gg off for YEC meeting. finally the movie event would be wrapping up on Sunday. felt very drained coz v inexperienced n kept being bullied from all directions. I told Anita, the marketing exec of Eng Wah that let's hope we dun hear from each other very soon.. coz calling means bad news. and i can't take in anymore bad news.
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am i speaking extremely in random? ya~ i know... bt ya... so many things on my mind... can't say them all out. ystd had my LBO exam... one fat stupid part time keep standing nx to me... even EMPTIED my TRANSLUCENT pencilcase! n den purposely chat wif a teacher loudly nx to me till many ppl turned. super paiseh de~ i tink some ppl tink i got caught for cheating or sth. when i leave.. he followed me into the room... open eyes big big as if i m gg to steal someone's item.. until i glared at him n ask him watz his problem den he stand further, still peeping. so i called my fren on my hp n chat loudly of a stalker. tt was when he walked away.