when two are in love, i tot u are not supposed to hide anything from her? y is it that the god-damn truth is soooooooooooooooooo disgusting and far from expected? how many other things are u actually hiding fr me? I m not fuming, i m REALLY not angry. I m too tired to b angry... y m i always the last to know anything n yet hv to bear the weight of the news?
I wish i hadn't know abt it from other ppl/ means, i wan u to tell me. U shd kn i would be embarrassed abt it! fancy u asking my frenz to do sth i would pride myself in not doing for the fucking 20 years? how do u expect me to hold my dignity again? i m so disgusted n disappointed that i couldn't slp. this is worse than u cheating or slping behind my back, coz dun u know my reputation is at stake for ur doings too? to tink u hv the cheek to tell my fren's bf NOT to tell my fren n LEAST OF ALL me to know... hello! they are MY frenz!
i dunno y is that so, bt even when i question u, u refuse to tell the truth till i say tt the other person confess. lying till the very end is ur method of communication (protecting me against being sad?)? u even say tt i m capping on watz already done... DUN i hv the right to be upset? i hv to smile n embrace ur wrongdoings as if nothing happen immediately after u finally confess, to be deemed as understanding? i really m not one who bothers n think alot, bt i can't switch my mood so fast. i wish i m stupider, more careless...
the person up there, i m sorry if i hadn't been praying or watsoever, is it too late to hug ur legs n ask, wat shd i do?
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went out to walk walk before watching Death note...
at taka, there are some of those models pretending to be statues..
this is my favourite

one of the ang mohs winked at me, so i took two pics of them =P


for those who hvn't watch death note, go n watch, the death god is sooooooo cute it brightened my mood slightly.. n "L" was so damn cute. bt dun be stunned when the two male actors finally met for once in this 2-hr movie, n bold red words wrote: CYA IN NOVEMBER. -_-"' as abrupt as my life. =(
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fucking sad... surf ard Youtube n found this.. NTU lecturer so funny

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think my parents oso know i very sad, coz they bought me a My Melody file, pouch n even a My Melody pyjamas willingly. they very long nv volunteeringly give me anything le... i was trying on the pyjamas dress, so there was no pic of it