Date: 07/ 02/ 06
Time: 5.30pm

Huan huan is dead.
I blame myself for her death. She was so healthy.. bt i decided to gif her lump a try by seeing a vet. Anyway, to the ppl who owns a pet... watch out for the young female vet at Mount Pleasant located at Serangoon North Ave 1. I brought my lively hamster there... hoping to find a remedy, she suggested operation, of which when i asked abt the risk, she say it'll most probably die. When i asked for other suggestions, she only said PUT IT TO SLP. later, i told her it's so cruel n requested for medications, she hestitated till i insist tt my hamster shd LIVE. Bt of coz, my hamster died within a day of HER medication. For Xiao Bu Dian, i see the symptoms of her dying coz she was shrinking, and suffering lost of appetite... before Huan Huan's medication, she was eating one quater of my bread! So how can she be anywhere close to dying?? shortly after her medication, she bit madly at her wound... resulting in a big pool of blood at the cage, it took me lots of antiseptic n cotton wool to stop her blood. after which... she died. I do not want to see my hamster suffering such agony before her death! And if i wanted "sleeping" medications, I WOULD HV ASKED FOR IT! den again, i AM dumb coz despite my suspicion of the vet, i gave huan huan her medication... so maybe i m as much of her companion in crime. I feel so freaking guilty that i can't slp the whole nite. I tink back on all the times i spent wif her. call me a bias bitch bt it was my fav hamster... when i study, i let her roam abt in my room while other hamsters only hv study room. I feed her all my fried rice and spagetti and wateva tidbits coz it's damn greedy... i'll coax her to slp in my hands n even massaged her legs after she developed her lump. and the doc has to shorten her lifespan wif me.

huan huan eating her cabbage in my room

huan huan eating spagetti

i love flattening huan huan to her usual pancake position

her personal corner in my room... she had juz woke up

rite... i shall nv trust tt vet ever again, for all i know... tt clinic is jinxed. I really regret bringing her to see the vet, or even if not to the vet, regret gg to that particular clinic. She is so unloving to pets, and un-obliging to owner's wish that i almost wish i can personally kill her. Since it's a civilised country... i hope someone would juz tk her license of being a vet away. Bt then again, owners, pls tk good care of ur pets!

footnote: sorry huan huan, for sending u to ur own grave. the only thing i can do is offer u a nice wrapping in ur death, n even sending ur cage along wif u so that u are more familiar on ur way to heaven.


goodbye.