So anyway, dad's in Vietnam... I miss him a lot a lot... hehe~ this is how i feel whenever he's not home... I miss my hamsters a lot too... juz a few moments ago... before my shitting... i was staring into the empty orange cage and reminising old times when Xiao Bu Dian and Xiao Xin were juz tiny little creatures... young and vibrant... Now they are parents of 5 healthy kids le... watching things grow up under ur care is such a bliss... I really enjoy being a nanny to them... no... this doesn't give me any inspiration to give birth yet... I still haven't get rid of my phobia of childbirth... I guess somehow in the future i will manage to sum up enough courage... bt now... giving birth to kids is still far away from my priority in life.
Senthil is having an exciting life in the police... first he's in Aaron's fan club spying at some unknown families... now he is under investigation for lost guns... haha~ if he actually get arrested... I wan to visit him in jail man! haha~ ok.... I tink if he ever actually read this... I m really on the sticky end! haha~ His martial arts has no place for showing except on adorable and dainty gals like me~ haha~
So anyway, i feel uglier by day! I m still having pimples outbreak!!!! how!! i look so ugly!! *sob* i dun wan to go back to my ugly days!!! I m fat already!!!
Jiawen is gg back to poly... we'll meet much lesser den before... haiz... hope we still hv time for each other. Used to the fact tt he's always free for me... now I hv to prepare myself for this... den my hamsters oso can't be wif me all the time... daddy is always gg on business trips these days... suddenly i feel lonely. PPL!! DATE ME OUT! DATE ME OUT!! I m scared of boredom!!!!!!!
BUT!!! my exams r oso coming... so i can't actually slack too much too~ hehe~ *shy*
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