I can't blif it... I was typing this page happily and den *bish* the page disappeared!!! I m cursed!
Anyway... I was saying... it was my 5mth Anniversary with JW ystd... nt to mention it's our 22nd Wk Anniversary today.... *shy* Anyway, He wrote me a three-page love letter to me ystd*shy* Ya... I admit I have a soft spot for love letters... It never fails to turn me into a Jell-O everytime... Bt I dun tink every gal is like tt... Still remember Serene laughing at me for falling for such corny stuffs... Bt like duh~~~ guys usually dun express themselves with words rite? Nvm... ya so.. I was touched!
He even cleaned the cage of our hamsters... quite touched... coz usually he juz leave them unattended till the day I come and curse myself again and again tt I couldn't b there to tk care of them... He also get super bad-tempered each time i remind him to change food or water for them... haiz... he scolded me again ystd coz of it.. haiz... I hate ithe is a big bad bully....
Richmond din't get anything for Yihong for her bday this year... nt to mention juz laughing at her dress sense and neglected her... My goodness... do all old couples end up this way? this is so scary... I hate being in such a state... I guess I can't stand neglience... if nt... I don't tink I wud have ended my previous r/s too... watz the use of being together when u are nt emotionally connected... Juz like wat JW did... keep sms-ing his frenz and leave me walking next to him like a moron... haiz... bt he always treat it as me being bad-tempered... haiz... I once read in a book that a gal always fall deeper and deeper in love while the guy dun... y can't the situation reverse? Then the guys can taste a dose of their own medicine and experience the emotional heartbreak tt the gals go through!yeah! Den u'll feel the pain in ur ass!
I always say tt I wan to be a nun... bt yes! I m always so dumb...I always fall in love... Bt I guess I enjoy being a love too... so yeah! I m a sucker for punishment! cheers! hehe~ bt den again~ I m happy as I m now... though he is a cow who starts scolding me constantly these days... I m a worse cow who still m a sucker for punishment... haiz!!!